Joey Castillo

I'm an aspiring photojournalist. This blog is kind of a dumping ground for my thoughts; there may be opinions here and there, but I hope to aim for a sort of truth in the end.

I hold the copyright on all the photographs on this page. I don't watermark because it looks ugly. Still, please don't steal them.

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Mar 05
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Horizontal shot of the courtyard of the chapel atop the hill (the first chapel in the series), Zacatecas, Zac.  Pardon the dust; someday I’ll hire an assistant to spot it for me. 
Horizontal shot of the courtyard of the chapel atop the hill (the first chapel in the series), Zacatecas, Zac.  Pardon the dust; someday I’ll hire an assistant to spot it for me. 
Feb 28
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Vertical shot of a cathedral, Zacatecas, Mexico. Sorry it doesn’t blow up larger. If I print this I’m gonna do it one foot by five foot.
Vertical shot of a cathedral, Zacatecas, Mexico. Sorry it doesn’t blow up larger. If I print this I’m gonna do it one foot by five foot.
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Detail of a lectern, Zacatecas, Mexico. 
Detail of a lectern, Zacatecas, Mexico. 
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A church in Zacatecas. First in a series. 
A church in Zacatecas. First in a series. 
Feb 25
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Feb 23
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To be proud of America

Anti-war protest on 20 March 2003, the day after the invasion of Iraq.

I don’t think it’s much of a stretch to state this: for a long time, the right wing in America characterized Democrats, liberals and progressives as having disdain for their own country. Immediately after the events of 9/11/2001, I remember there being a good 24 to 48 hours in which that all went away. But then the mischaracterization got even worse. The right worked hard to equate patriotism with jingoism, and in so doing ensured for themselves a monopoly on displays of the flag and screamed chants of “U - S - A!” 

As true patriots watched with trepidation, the nation screamed its way to war. That was five years ago next month. 

This image is from a massive protest in Austin against the war, 20 March 2003, the day after a series of airstrikes signalled the invasion of Iraq had begun. You could (not unfairly) argue that it’s sign art, but something about the glance and the sentiment remind me of the mood at that time. We’d been made to feel afraid. We’d been made to feel ashamed. And, even though we all loved our country, it was hard to be proud of the things that were happening around us. 

Five years later, the monopoly on pride has been shattered; young Democrats paint themselves in red white and blue, and across the spectrum Americans are speaking in terms of the nation’s promise, not its faults. 

That’s quite a thing to have witnessed.

It’s quite a thing to be proud of. 

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Barack Obama in line at McDonald's

  • Barack Obama: Hi, can I get a number 10 meal with fries and an iced coffee?
  • Drive-thru voice: You can't get that with coffee, it comes with a soft drink or a bottled water.
  • Obama: Yes we can.
  • Drive-through voice: Come again?
  • Obama: We're coming upon a defining moment in the history of this great nation. So many things that once seemed impossible seem now to be within our reach. So as you stand there and say that we cannot have iced coffee, I say, "Yes we can."
Feb 22
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Not quite liveblogging, but...

I brought my laptop to the Obama rally. Around my neck, easy, left a hand for my camera and another to shade bright lights. After the speech I grabbed sidewalk wifi and posted three quick JPEGs. No toning, just the BASIC half of RAW+BASIC. With only reserve battery to run on I did a quick edit and emailed these shots to my blog.

Walking back to my car now, people behind me are still crying out ‘Yes We Can’s in the distance, and my shots are up. Is this the future of photojournalism? Or am I just a part of the vast wire service in the cloud, where pictures flow fast and no one can earn a living making them?

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Jesse James Mansfield, in blue, and James Haecker, in red, wore body paint to Friday Night’s rally for Barack Obama. Both are Obama supporters. 
Jesse James Mansfield, in blue, and James Haecker, in red, wore body paint to Friday Night’s rally for Barack Obama. Both are Obama supporters. 
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Presidential hopeful Barack Obama at a rally on Congress Street in front of the Texas State Capitol, 22 February 2008. 
Presidential hopeful Barack Obama at a rally on Congress Street in front of the Texas State Capitol, 22 February 2008. 
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Obama backers listening to the candidate’s speech, February 22, 2008. 
Obama backers listening to the candidate’s speech, February 22, 2008. 
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Politics, hope and humanity

Yeah, yeah, I know. More words on the photo blog. But like I said, sometimes I get moved and I can’t help myself. Because after all the rancor died down — rancor that I was a part of, I confess — I watched the debate tonight. And I was moved, I suppose, because I know what it feels like to watch the thing you want more than anything else slip away before your eyes. It’s a crappy feeling. And watching Hillary Clinton tonight, I was moved by memory. 

I feel bad about how personal this campaign has become. I think it reached a tipping point — and again, I confess to my part in that tipping point — in the last 48 hours. For me it came when I submitted a link on Digg and it reached the front page of election news. 

This was my first link on Digg to make it into double digits, and it got over 1,200 diggs. This was my first submission to even get a comment on it, and it got well over 100. But when I read those comments, I saw this race with somewhat new eyes. People in comments called the senator from New York “evil bitch,” “sleazy bitch,” “psycho,” “fiend,” “repulsive,” and “scum.”

Sometimes it’s easy to forget that there are human beings in this thing. When you talk about the Hillary campaign, the mechanism is so large as to crowd out the Hillary behind it all. And to that human being, the things happening are human things. I can barely imagine what it would feel like to be called “bitch” several hundred thousand times a day, although in all the scenarios I do imagine, it sucks. Hard. 

Two years ago I watched as a job I desperately wanted — a job I thought was a sure thing — slipped away from me in a week’s time. It hurt; there was anger; there was bargaining; there were tears. And watching the senator from New York tonight — especially as she delivered her closing statement — I felt touched by those memories. There was some anger. There was some frustration. But in the end, there was grace. And it moved me. 

Barack Obama makes much out of hope transcending politics, but tonight, for a moment, humanity transcended both. And for the first time in a long time, I felt at peace with it all. 

America ‘08.  

-j 

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You make your choice, you cast your lot, and you learn to live. All that over a cup of coffee.
— Me, to a Starbucks barista in North Campus. He was talking about my indecisive choice of beverage. I was, it would seem, talking about something else. 
Feb 21
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Attendees at a rally for Senator Barack Obama shoot cameraphone images outside Guadalupe Plaza in San Antonio. I didn’t get to see the crowd inside the plaza, but about 1,000 people overflowed, packing the street outside despite assurances they couldn’t get in. Obama addressed the overflow crowd before starting the official event, and despite the distance — I’dve needed a 300 to get a shot of the candidate — the crowd threw up cameras and phones and tried to capture the feeling. 
Who knows, maybe even in grainy low-res JPEG, they did catch that feeling. There’s a ruined Polaroid that I’ll always treasure simply because it reminds me of a feeling, it reminds me of what I felt in a moment. 
There’s poetry somewhere in there, but it escapes me right now.  

Attendees at a rally for Senator Barack Obama shoot cameraphone images outside Guadalupe Plaza in San Antonio. I didn’t get to see the crowd inside the plaza, but about 1,000 people overflowed, packing the street outside despite assurances they couldn’t get in. Obama addressed the overflow crowd before starting the official event, and despite the distance — I’dve needed a 300 to get a shot of the candidate — the crowd threw up cameras and phones and tried to capture the feeling. 

Who knows, maybe even in grainy low-res JPEG, they did catch that feeling. There’s a ruined Polaroid that I’ll always treasure simply because it reminds me of a feeling, it reminds me of what I felt in a moment. 

There’s poetry somewhere in there, but it escapes me right now.  

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